Waiting for God!

I am waiting, waiting, still waiting

My dreams are floating...

Eyes are wet...a deep pain inside suddenly

Unexpected gulp of sorrows is raising my agony

Oh pain! It’s all mine...

Now life seems to be a void...

Every gaze gives me shiver in my veins...

I am falling from my dream throne...

My psyche seems distorted...

Realities talking to me face to face

It’s cursing my very existence.

Still I am strong outside...

I can’t reveal my weakness

How can I tell my loved ones about my fall?

They will break into pieces

I am waiting for that last stab hooked on my chest

I want to feel those unseen blood

Rolling out of my eyes...

Still life seems to go on

No matter I am there or not!

But my sinking boat will reach the shores

Sunshine will glorify my existence...

I am going to rise again and again from my ashes

Till the time, my words accompany me...

I am waiting to see my fall...

I am waiting for God.